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Monday, November 8, 2021

Living Examples of the faith.

 


Catholics and Christians have something that is rather unique. The fact is we learn not only from what is taught in the Bible and in the case of Catholics, the Catechism of the Catholic Church. We also tend to learn by the example set by others around us. Friends, family, other people that we look up to and admire. We follow the lessons that they teach us. Even when they may not always realize it.

Over the years of my life I have learned much about what it means to be Catholic. One of those people who I have learned a lot from is my own mom. I have learned about the faith though her eyes and though the challenges she has face. Over the last twenty years or so. My mom has had to face some difficult health issues. With the road being way more difficult than most would ever realize or understand. It is the kind of up hill climbs that give someone more questions to life than answers.

I have found in my mom a deeper level of faith most do not see easily. A witness to what God has done for her though out her life. A understanding that God's will be done and that sometimes it is just a matter of riding out the storm. Even when that is challenging itself. Sometimes the road takes us down a path of endless frustration and bitter sadness. Yet my mom has always held out a strong faith that never seems to waver. She knows that she is a child of God and that He is always with her.

It is the kind of lessons that I hope I can take to heart in my own walk with Christ. To follow the examples of what I have seen in this life. In ways most may not even realize. The people around us teach much about our walk in the path of Christ. I pray every day that I can put those lessons into practice. To never give up hope in the time of challenge. To embrace God's will. Even if we cannot always see the path in front of us.

Thursday, October 28, 2021

Gifts and Christmas: a better focus.

 


Recently I've seen a lot of postings with the message of "due to supply issues, Christmas may be a little different". Personally I'm wondering if it should be different. We have gone out of our way to turn the holiday into a festival of over spending and shopping and not enough time on what should be important in our lives. We would rather spend our days rushing from store to store trying to find the most expensive gifts we can. Instead of reflecting on the gifts we already have. Putting more effort into prayer and making every effort to take a more active role in the life of the church. If we have not been to Mass in a while. Advent would be the perfect time to make a deeper commitment to follow Christ. To come back to our parishes that have been neglected for far too long. 

Coming to Mass can be a challenge for many of us. Either due to the pandemic or news that keeps troubling our hearts. Yet I am constantly reminded of why I make that effort. I follow the teachings of the church. My faith is in Christ and I truly believe fully that Christ is present in Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity in the Eucharist. I understand that humans are capable of doing great good in the world. Yet I also understand that we are just as easily able to commit acts that words cannot fully express how evil they are. Making Christ a priority is path that we can take to bring light to the darkness that we see. We cannot combat the evil from the outside. Rather we must make more of an effort to go to Mass and combat any evil we see from within. We are at a point now where running is not the answer to the problems at hand. 

As Advent starts and we are on the way to Christmas. Let us make our faith in Christ first and foremost. It is a prefect time to reflect on the blessings that we have and share those blessing with others. -

Friday, August 27, 2021

The Empty Church: Unrealized Need


This post highlights an issue I see with in the church. While for the most part my own needs have been taken care of. Not everyone has those same connections.

 Finding a ride to Mass can be a struggle for someone who does not drive. We get told all the time by those around us that we should make every effort to attend Mass only to find, that because of a lack of transportation, our options are limited at best. Bus service in many areas do not run on the weekends. More so in smaller cities or rural areas. While commercial ride sharing or cabs do exist. It may not be practical or could be cost prohibitive due to someone being on a fixed income such as SSI or Social Security. Many of us have reasons why we do not drive or own a car. Some of that is related to the daily challenges or disabilities that we content with. Which only adds to that frustration. Many of us who struggle to find rides have a deep desire to take part in the Mass. Yet we keep finding roadblocks in our path. 

If you do not have friends or family in the parish already. Attempting to establish the right kind of connections can be difficult. Just the simple act of asking someone for help can generate a high level of fear and anxiety. Those fears exist because many times in our lives we have to content with that out right rejection that sometimes comes. Or, even worse, total silence as the reply. It adds to that frustration because it fuels the feelings of being a burden or inconvenience on someone. We just simply do not know who we can ask that would be willing to offer us a ride so we can take part in the Mass. 

This issue of transportation is one that is often overlooked. Most don't even realize such a need exists in our parishes. Often times we are left fending for ourselves in trying to find that ride. Since in most parishes no real options exist. This is a combination of factors such as lack of over all funding, a lack of volunteers, or insurance issues that seem to make a basic spiritual need out of reach for some. A truly untapped way to evangelize that is really is needed. Even if that need does not seem out right apparent. While it may not be the intended result it does send the wrong message. That while the church is welcoming. It is not friendly to those who have no easy way to get to Mass. If we, as a parish community, want to be a truly welcoming place. Then every effort should be made to help those who have limited resources be able to attend Mass in person. So that way those who do not drive know who they can rely on. -JM


Monday, June 14, 2021

May 10th Reflection

 This bit of writing was originally posted to my personal FB feed on May 10th. Decided today that I wanted to add this to my collection of writing.

Our faith in Christ should not be based on our faith in humans. Or what they do or don't do in our eyes. God gave us free will and we make some major missteps in judgement. Leaders tend to fail us. They often make choices that at times we question. If we belong to the faith on the understanding of what humans do. Then we will never be happy in our walk. We will become discouraged and disillusioned. We will always see the flaws and mistakes that we feel are being made. Never seeing the good going on around us. Instead we become bitter and angry. To the point that at every Priest, Bishop, or Pope that sneezes wrong we will spend our days grumbling about it.

We have to have a deeper faith than that. It has to be about Christ and the Eucharist. Which for all who say they are Catholic should be the source and summit of our faith. We should know in our hearts what God has done for us. Even in our own missteps. Which for some can feel like an epic mountain to move past. God gave us this amazing gift of free will. Some times we abuse it in ways that are purely evil. You look though out history and you see what has taken place. In each generation we have had great leaders and then we've also had our share of rotten trees. The church has had to content with many scandals, heresies, and even a schism or two. Some of them recent. We've seen in our history great leaders. We've also seen some vile ones. But our faith in Christ should not be based on that. If it is then we are going to be broken and hurt.

The challenge is riding out these storms and remaining faithful to God. It is not always easy, even for me, when it seems that news keeps getting worse and we feel that leadership isn't doing anything. More so with some of the more recent controversies. For me, personally, I've follow the path of Pause, Reflect, and Pray.

By stepping back from social media (Pause) for a bit. So that my anxiety and anger is not being fueled. So that I can have a better handle of what it is that I am seeing. Which then leads me into reflecting on God's blessings in my own life. That no matter what evil or injustice that we see. Christ has already won the victory. To open my heart deeply as to why I remain Catholic. Then lastly to spend time in deep spiritual prayer. Praying that our leaders would be guided by the Holy Spirit. That they would uphold the teachings of the faith with Mercy and compassion. That we ourselves would also uphold those same teachings. More so in this current world.

History can teach us a lot of things. We know the kinds of crisis we see with in the church are not anything new. It is how we chose to deal with them that makes the difference. Do we stand with Christ. Or do we turn our backs. The choice has always been ours to make. For me, I have trust in God. Even when things look bad.

Thursday, May 13, 2021

Help needed for Season 22!

I have the project currently set up in the commons area of my apartment complex where I live in Saginaw. Given the current nature of the pandemic and the slow return to normal I am working out the details for this current season. If their is enough interest I can either do an indoor display or I can bring the project outside for a mini-display. Either way I would still need some major help to make this happen. Mainly with helping to move the project and/or providing transportation.  So if your in the Saginaw, MI area drop me a an email.

One of the other plans for Season 22 is to attempt to get on a few more radio programs/podcasts. I've had people reach out and suggest a few good ones. This is where you come in. If you know of a show let them know about my work. The main issues I talk about are related to the Catholic faith, disability, and of course The Project. Would really like to branch out and expand my over all ministry. I was able to do a lot of that last year and it is something that I enjoy. Just need a hand in making it happen.

Support for what we do is not always about money donations. It is helping to share the talents of others. It is also about prayer. Which for me is even more important. Prayers for wisdom and direction are very much needed as I'm trying to navigate a difficult road with this pandemic. -JM

Friday, April 30, 2021

Reflection 4/29



 The Catholic church has an impressive rich history and teachings that are rooted in Christ. Dived into deeper with the Bible and the Catechism of the Catholic Church (CCC). We also have the advantage of the communion of Saints. Many of whom wrote on the matters of life within Christ.

We are called to live holy lives. Those lives emulated by the Saints. The road is not an easy one to follow. Many of the teachings of the church are harsh and unforgiving. At times we as Catholics struggle with those teachings. Challenges to our very faith and at times our very identity. More so when we feel that leaders have abandoned us in that walk with Christ. 

It is easy to be discouraged when we see this unfold in front of us. Leaders that seem to have no regard for our faith while they push an agenda that clearly is not of Christ. A deep sadness and anger over takes us when we see this play out. Because of our love for Christ and our love of the Church. We feel that it is some how tainted and stained with what we see.

Yet this is not the first time we have seen this kind of stuff play out. Though out the history of the church. Many who considered themselves Catholic went down paths that were very far removed from what we hold to be truth. Yet even with all that the church has remained firm. Even as we struggle within this current world that has made a greater push to reject God in all areas of public life. Leaders will come and they will go. Still the Catholic church remains like the tree with it's roots deep into the Earth.

The greatest sadness that we have is when Catholics openly support things that go directly against Christ. While it would be easy to lash out with anger. It would be far more worth the effort to pray for them. That the Holy Spirit would guide them and that we would be more encouraging so that more would be drawn to Christ. While are living in troubling times and have leaders who are less than ideal. God has shown us many times how strong the church truly is. Perhaps now is the time to remember an important saying: "Jesus I trust in you." -

Sunday, April 25, 2021

Of Prayer and Bricks


 One of the aspects of the Lego Church Project build is the large amount of prayer that goes into my work. Often times is though my work that I am praying. With each brick I place and each section I build. I am praying with my hands. I pray for the hopes and dreams that we all have. I am taking all that is on my heart and putting it into the bricks that I am working with. It really isn't unlike when we come to the church and we carry with us our own struggles and personal conflicts as we sit down readying our hearts for the Mass.

As I'm working on the build my thoughts are constantly traveling around the various issues that I see. I see the weariness in our eyes as we contend with the chaos of the world. The challenges of getting a loved one to Mass. The desire of all of us to see our parishes grow. Not just in the number of people who make the Mass a priority. But also growing deeper in our faith. I'm also praying for those who face challenges daily that we never know about. Or those, like myself, who deal with some kind of disability. Lastly I'm also praying for vocations. Since we need more people to answer God's call. 

The prayerful aspect is something that I don't always get to talk about in great detail. However it is also extremely important aspect of what I do with the Project. It is a prayer for our future. As the challenges of the world often become more extreme. It is a desire that everyone should be welcome in our parishes. That no one should be looked down on or judged for their level of faith, personal struggles, or disability and challenges. These are the things that I pray for when I'm working on the project build. That we would all desire to draw closer to God and to live our lives as Saints. -



Thursday, April 22, 2021

Have you prayed for your enemies?


 "Have you prayed for your enemies today?" This was a question recently asked on twitter by Fr. Joseph Krupp. It is something that I've been thinking on. The short answer is yes. Not that I would really consider myself to have any real "enemies" in any sense of the word.

I've clearly over the years of my life have had conflicts with various people. Disagreements over matters of life, politics, and in some rare cases the Catholic church. Sometimes these disagreements have gotten way more out of hand to the point that in rare cases. Relationships fracture. Over time some of those have been mended. Though the amazing power of prayer. Some of those conflicts have been resolved in ways not even I could expect.

A classic example is that many years ago now. I managed to get into a major conflict with one of the residents in the complex over my riding around with The Trike. It got pretty heated and cops got called on me. In most cases it would be understandable that I would hold on to some resentment or a personal grudge. However I spent more than a few months praying for this person. Over time a peace has developed between us and we now get along pretty well. Enough that I make it a point to check in with them to see how they are doing and to offer to pray for various issues.

Questions like the one Fr Joe asked are a good way to remind ourselves of how important it is to pray for those we have disagreements with. For you never know where God will take things. That our prayers should not be limited to just the people in our lives we care about. Or even those who ask for prayers. God calls us to love everyone. Even if we disagree with them. -


Friday, January 8, 2021

Pause, Reflect, Pray

On Jan 6th of 2021, protestors stormed the Capital Building in Washington D.C. while both houses of Congress were certifying the election of the presidency. This post/reflection was written in the middle of the chaos and was in response to both my own personal anxiety over things. Along with the reactions from people on social media. I present this post as it was originally written on FB. -JM

It is way too easy to give into the fear and hysteria that we have seen played before our eyes. At the end of the day it doesn't matter *who* (or which group) is causing the insurrection today. That doesn't make it any less wrong. What happened today was travesty in our society. For a nation that wants to be progressive we clearly have gone in the wrong direction.

The hardest truth to accept is that in some ways this constant bickering and not being able to have a reasonable disagreement with someone has added fuel to these fires. We have lost sense of how to debate and how to disagree with out it turning it into something it shouldn't: A name calling slug fest where friendships are broken. If this was truly a progressive society then such disagreements would not lead to open conflict of this nature. We as society have lost our ability to have a reasonable debate with someone we may not agree with. To the point that ability may never come back.

To me a lot of it stems from the fact that we have in so many ways abandoned Christ. We turn our politics and at times the very church into idols to be worshiped. So many times we have let our vision of what Christ should be taint our perceptions to the point that the Church is no longer what it was intended. We dive into our camps and groups and wave the flags and yet what does that accomplish? Instead of coming together unified we spend our days pointing out the splinter in the other person's eye while ignoring the 2x4 in ours.
So what can we do?

Pause. Step back from our screens for a while and let our hearts calm down. More so if our anxiety is getting the better of us.

Reflect. Focus on why we are followers of Christ. On what Christ means to us and what the Church (in my case Catholic) is about.

Pray. That we would follow the Wisdom of the Holy Spirit instead of our own desires and wants. That we should truly be open to what God is asking of us.

Then when all that is done. We follow though on what we have learned. Picking up our Cross and committing our lives in service of God and our Savior Jesus Christ.

Thursday, January 7, 2021

Praying to be stronger


 

Do not pray for easy lives, pray to be stronger people. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers, pray for powers equal to your tasks. -Solanus Casey

As someone who faces challenges on a daily level. The words of Blessed Solanus Casey speak deeply to me. More so lately given the events of the world. It is a reminder that while we indeed have limits placed on us. God can still give us the much needed strength to face those limits and over come them.

Sometimes it seems like the task going forward feels almost impossible to understand. We are thrown things that by all points and reasons should knock the boat over and throw us into the water. Still we are able to find a way to keep the boat upright. More so when it seems like those challenges are endless and keep coming at us. Yet by seeking the Wisdom that God offers us. We can find an inner strength that allows us to do things even we didn't think we could do.
It can feel at times that the best way to take care of things is the easiest. To avoid our responsibilities when they seem too complex for us to understand. Yet if we are willing to seek out God. The more difficult path can in turn be the most rewarding for us. By embracing the challenges head on we find out that things are not always as bad as they look.

One of the greatest personal prayers that I have: "Lord, Grant me Strength, Wisdom, and Courage." This prayer ties in to what Fr Solanus speaks of. At times we can be on top of the boat riding out the storm. Then we have days when we are hiding below decks holding on for dear life. We want the storms of our lives to end. Perhaps it would be better for us to ask God to give us the strength to face those storms head on. Even when it seems extremely difficult to do.